A good mate of mine suggested that I start this blog and for me I think this experience will be an extremely good way of expressing my feelings and getting things of my chest without my bf ever knowing how much I really feel.
Unless you are a woman, you know exactly what I mean!!
I am due to get married in a few months time and I thought that I was 'safe' with my husband-to-be when he suggested that I should try modelling. At the time he suggested it, we spent most of the night discussing the topic and going through all the possible and potential pitfalls, I thought we had solved 'what I can do and what I cannot do along of course with what I wanted to do.'
I know my limits and I will not exceed those, but the other night as an experiment I wanted my 'man' to take a picture of me in a sheer black see-through top and he refused flatly. I thought to myself its only a picture of me showing off my tits through a black see-through item of lingerie but he refused to take it.
I couldn't believe his reaction considering that we had previously discussed 'how far I could go.' Its not as if my tits were bare.... granted you could see them and my nips but at least they weren't completely naked!!
Obviously through his anger he hadn't considered that the item of lingerie I was dressed in would be for his benefit!! After all I was feeling very horny at the time.
So off he went to bed with the hump. I spoke to my mate later that evening and showed him exactly what my bf was missing, I took the picture myself and as you can imagine my mate was well impressed and very grateful LOL LOL LOL!! He does love my boobs you know!!
Whilst we were chatting I got a message from an interested photographer who wanted to meet me as soon as it was possible..... lol and behold, I woke up my bf to tell him and we made up in THE most passionate way!!
We met the photographer the next day and by the most strangest of coincidences they both knew of each other through representing the same sporting club, albeit at different levels.
My bf is happy at the moment because he will be involved in any future shoot and even if he isn't he knows the bloke that will shoot me, if you get my drift!!!
Unless you are a woman, you know exactly what I mean!!
I am due to get married in a few months time and I thought that I was 'safe' with my husband-to-be when he suggested that I should try modelling. At the time he suggested it, we spent most of the night discussing the topic and going through all the possible and potential pitfalls, I thought we had solved 'what I can do and what I cannot do along of course with what I wanted to do.'
I know my limits and I will not exceed those, but the other night as an experiment I wanted my 'man' to take a picture of me in a sheer black see-through top and he refused flatly. I thought to myself its only a picture of me showing off my tits through a black see-through item of lingerie but he refused to take it.
I couldn't believe his reaction considering that we had previously discussed 'how far I could go.' Its not as if my tits were bare.... granted you could see them and my nips but at least they weren't completely naked!!
Obviously through his anger he hadn't considered that the item of lingerie I was dressed in would be for his benefit!! After all I was feeling very horny at the time.
So off he went to bed with the hump. I spoke to my mate later that evening and showed him exactly what my bf was missing, I took the picture myself and as you can imagine my mate was well impressed and very grateful LOL LOL LOL!! He does love my boobs you know!!
Whilst we were chatting I got a message from an interested photographer who wanted to meet me as soon as it was possible..... lol and behold, I woke up my bf to tell him and we made up in THE most passionate way!!
We met the photographer the next day and by the most strangest of coincidences they both knew of each other through representing the same sporting club, albeit at different levels.
My bf is happy at the moment because he will be involved in any future shoot and even if he isn't he knows the bloke that will shoot me, if you get my drift!!!
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